My Addictions Hold by Sadie Huang

I’m all alone and feel I’m suffocating.

Because of all the addictions I’ve been covering.

Why does the chaos never cease?

All I need is just a little peace!

I feel so beaten down and weak-

Yet all day long it’s drugs and alcohol I seek.

Now the years have past.

And my life is going so fast.

I’m exceeding my expectations.

Surpassing my limitations.

Nothing’s going to make me step on the brakes.

The past was all just a series of mistakes.

After all the heartbreak and torturing.

I feel again that I’m suffocating.

I’ve turned back to all the addictions.

I’ve never had any suspicions.

All the people turned their backs.

I can never undo these acts.

Every morning the sun is up

And every day I’m just a dump

Then as the day pass, I run

Running past the mess until my life is done

All this is just a never-ending cycle.

In the end, death is the only way to part.

Goodbye to the world I heart.

In the end, I’m still alone.

And falling into the unknown.